2 AM

It’s 2 AM and I can’t sleep.. Dang Vyvanse! Oh well. Here’s my list:

1. You’re pathetic.. End of story. (you know who you are)
2. I’m super happy with how things are going right now.
3. I’m finally done with this stupid paper for English.
4. This weekend was rough, and funerals don’t get any easier, no matter how many you go to. RIP Pawpaw Bob.
5. Chad loved my thoughtfulness today. I got him his favorite gum because he was almost out. I know, I’m sweet. :)
6. I miss my Audree baby. I can’t wait to see her this weekend.
7. Kalli turns 16 on Saturday. I don’t think I’m ready for this. It makes me feel even older than I really am.
8. I don’t want to eat anymore. I have no desire for any food whatsoever. I know this is bad, but I always feel sick afterwards.
9. I’ve made myself drink a ton more water lately. I’m really proud of myself.
10. At some point in the near future, I want to go do a TOMS shoe drop.
11. I need to take more pictures.
12. I’m so thankful for my family. I really don’t know what I would do without them.
13. I can’t wait for softball to start!
14. Disney World = 11 days!
15. I’m really happy Chad and I are talking/dating/whatever we are right now. We just click.. I like it. :)
16. I can’t wait to finally be home for good rather than driving back and forth every weekend. That drive is getting old.
17. I hate my OCD..
18. I probably should go to sleep now.. I have a Mass Comm test tomorrow at 11. Ha.

Sigh :)

I can’t believe this is what I’ve been missing out on. This is what I’m supposed to feel like. I almost passed this up..? I would have kicked myself so hard if I had. Tonight couldn’t have gone better. That first one tells absolutely everything.. And I don’t think he could have made that happen any more perfect. I’m happy. That is all.

Valentines Weekend.

Thursday: 

I had all my classes that day, but they honestly flew by. (Probably cause I was looking forward to later on that day) On my way home, my mom calls and asks if I want to go get my nails done with her and Elyse, which I would NEVER turn down. :) Then while I’m getting them done, I find out Chad actually didn’t have to work on his project, so we got to hang out a little before going to see No Strings Attached, which was really funny. :)

Friday:

Eye appointment = bleh. But after that, I went shopping and to lunch with Meagin (aka: my Valentine) Then came home, dyed my mom’s hair, then went to Jamie’s house. Hung out there, then Hooters for dinner, then Justin Moore at Wild Bills! :)

Saturday:

Finally got to sleep in! Hung out around the house for most of the day, got my hair dyed finally. (my roots were AWFUL) Got ready, waited on Meagin, then headed up to Monster Jam with my family. It was so much fun, especially watching all the crazy rednecks. Haha.

Sunday:

Went to church this morning, which I thought was a really good service and message. Then Alex and Chad came to pick us up from church. Went to Lenox. I got my new phone, or new to me, which makes me really excited. Then we just walked around to waste time. I’m glad Chad went cause it kinda gave us more time to talk and just hang out. :) Then we came back, and Chad brought me home. 

So, this was basically my whole weekend. Busy busy busy, but totally worth it. This was one of the best weekends I’ve had in a long time. I honestly don’t think anything went “wrong”.. it was all perfect. I want more weekends like this!